Joc de l´any

親愛的，我不是你，我沒有你這樣地shameless

用尽一切精力，花费半年的时间，终于生活在西班牙。

去过法国，意大利，看过麦当娜的演唱会，见过这样那样的国际盛会，派对还有演出。

但始终不能像以前所希望地一样生活，始终有种族的歧视，始终没有真正的朋友，我希望这一切不会是一场异常昂贵华而不实的梦。

This man who seems so normal in a daily life just walked into my life and change it,in a good way of course.

for the last 18months dreams had came true...one by one,little by little,madonna's concert,livin in a different place,or even travel to france,italy,or just simply walk through the beach in a windy day.....

they all came true....without him,they wont be...

te amo..si puedo quiero vivo siempre contigo...

What about it? Another new year, another day full of hopes and shits. Days gone by so far I am still alive like any other years in the past.

So, lovers and suckers, sons and fathers, fuckers and low lifes, angels and devils, they all start hoping and smiling again in the 1^st moment of the bell ringing, singing, dancing, hugging, kissing…

Raise your cups and say cheers cuz nothing lasts forever, so drink it down, laugh it out, and say it out loud. ¨Salud señor, feliz año¨ ¨salut l´amor¨¨salud cariño¨

And you know it’s the 1^st time you’re out of home, celebrating how the time flies while you are here thousand miles away from the families that love you the most. Then you dance till dawn, smiling and remain smiling keep telling yourself it’s gonna be alright. It’s gonna be just alright.

Good bye my dear 2008, it was a year that full of craziness and choices and Hes or Shes. Good bye those weird weird dreams which I kept killing myself in the bed or kept wondering in the corridor looking for a person who left me real long time ago.

Viva la vida, la vida vive.

 So, bury all that has happened, move on, smile and learn to forget and forgive.

And I am still living for the Romanticism.

Will those feet in modern times
Walk on soles that are made in China?
Feel the bright prosaic malls
In the corridors that go on and on and on

Are we blind - can we see?
We are one - incomplete
Are we blind - In the shade
Waiting for lightning - to be saved
Cause love is noise and love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again
Love is noise and love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again, again

Will those feet in modern times
Understand this world's affliction
Recognise the righteous anger
Understand this world's addiction?

I was blind - couldn't see
What was here in me
I was blind - insecure
I felt like the road was way too long, yeah
Cause love is noise and love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again
Love is noise and love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again
Love is noise, love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm feeling again
Love is noise, love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again, again, again, again, again, again

Cause love is noise, love is pain
Love is these blues that you're feeling again
Love is noise, love is pain
Love is these blues that I'm singing again, again, again


Will those feet in modern times
Walk on soles made in China?
Will those feet in modern times
See the bright prosaic malls?
Will those feet in modern times
Recognise the heavy burden
Will those feet in modern times
Pardon me for my sins
Love is noise
Come on

<Vicky Christina Barcelona>

Yes, it’s a very commercial movie. Yes, it’s nothing but a corny movie. Yes, the girls in the movie have done nothing but just being pretty.But somehow I’ve seen something about love.

Vicky and Christina should be a combination for all the girls, they wanted parties, romances and sexual attractions when they are at the teens or 20s.And later when they find out what a relationship could damage their hearts they become serious, they think fancy guys are just for looking or what so ever its about. They got married, living the life that they always wanted to have, like the fairytale living happily ever after.

Juan Antonio, I have to say, like most of the average BCN guys, u just have to give them one day, just one day, you’ll be totally in love with them inside out. They are the sweetest talker; they are arty giving you all kinds of illusions about how they are the prince. About how you will be his world, how you will be the one and the last one. They are sexy, tempting and full of lusts like the snakes in the gardens. They can give you the longest kiss in your life then you might feel flew a little bit.

The whole movie doesn’t have much highlights just kinda make me wonder what if the ex of Juan didn’t came into the house that day when Vicky the woman who’s already married went to meet Juan when they were so suppose to kiss each other and maybe the 2^nd sex they might actually going to have. Is she going to give up all she has in NY and move in with Juan and Maria like Christina done?  Or is she going to say no when the sex was so should be started?

I wish it has another ending, or maybe it’s already a good ending for Vicky?

She’s married, and it was so forbidden that she still want that piece of cake that made in heaven. So she went away with it. So she pretend that he never went into her, so she remain quiet about that starry starry night, so she claim to the world dough is the one, so she was scared.

Yeah, what about love? It only stays in our heart maybe Vicky will never forget what happen in Spain, maybe Juan will always stays but in silences.

So, dough is happy, so Vicky has her own life just like she thought, happily ever after.