Joc de l´any

西班牙与中国的关系于我仿佛间如前世今生，像是前世记忆仍未被全部消除的灵魂，突然被告知你的这一轮回即将发生在西班牙。

你拥有关于中国那些模糊的记忆，但似乎已经不记得家附近小巷那种熟悉的豆浆油条的味道，那家你常去的酒吧有你熟悉的人，那个时常在擦杯子的酒保的样子，或者是火车上人群拥挤的有气味混杂的那一节车厢，你曾经度过无数夜晚的床，深夜回家时的宁静但伴有小贩叫卖烧烤的街道，出租车司机的腔调，你离开前与朋友最后的一次聚会，诉说着你们以后要如何如何地发展自己的前途，那些话语，那些年华。那些曾经熟悉的时光被扯开光年以外，在记忆混杂的混沌中， 你必须找到自己今生所能生存的方向，于是你仿佛婴儿一般嗷嗷牙语，不断重复自己从中得到自己想要的。

深夜时分会点起烟，缭绕中不时有记忆如电影片断般闪过。只是你回头发现那些都不真实，你身在西班牙，突然他们的笑脸，那个有独立能力爱笑爱哭有工作有朋友有家人有爱人的人，对，前世的你，转眼不见，现在，你的生活在这里，你的今生，在西班牙。混沌中你不断调适，障碍究竟是什么，你无法与任何人说明，不是语言，不是气候，更不是所谓的时差，你只是觉得缺失，那种欠缺旁人在身边的恐惧，惧怕自由落体前没有别人，或者说爱你的人在地面告诉你，即便你掉落，我们亦在地面，所以你不必惧怕。或者是那种欠缺众人的繁华，你害怕在你时光最繁华的时候，在聚光灯打在你身上的时候，没有你在乎的人的鼓掌。你害怕你终将一个人庆祝，一个人落幕，同时与前世记忆相互依存，再也不能拥有独立的视野。

过去的，并不是过去，你就像是一辆巨大的巴士，十岁的你，二十岁的你，三十岁的你……所有阶段的你，一个挨一个地在车上连成直线，没有过去可以遗漏，他们，都在那里不停地提醒，或者告诉你以后应该怎么行走，现在的你是司机，要开向那里，只有现在的你可以决定，是要不断在十年前，一年前的地点徘徊，还是要继续往前行驶到达你未知的地方，带同你的前世今生。

This man who seems so normal in a daily life just walked into my life and change it,in a good way of course.

for the last 18months dreams had came true...one by one,little by little,madonna's concert,livin in a different place,or even travel to france,italy,or just simply walk through the beach in a windy day.....

they all came true....without him,they wont be...

te amo..si puedo quiero vivo siempre contigo...

<Vicky Christina Barcelona>

Yes, it’s a very commercial movie. Yes, it’s nothing but a corny movie. Yes, the girls in the movie have done nothing but just being pretty.But somehow I’ve seen something about love.

Vicky and Christina should be a combination for all the girls, they wanted parties, romances and sexual attractions when they are at the teens or 20s.And later when they find out what a relationship could damage their hearts they become serious, they think fancy guys are just for looking or what so ever its about. They got married, living the life that they always wanted to have, like the fairytale living happily ever after.

Juan Antonio, I have to say, like most of the average BCN guys, u just have to give them one day, just one day, you’ll be totally in love with them inside out. They are the sweetest talker; they are arty giving you all kinds of illusions about how they are the prince. About how you will be his world, how you will be the one and the last one. They are sexy, tempting and full of lusts like the snakes in the gardens. They can give you the longest kiss in your life then you might feel flew a little bit.

The whole movie doesn’t have much highlights just kinda make me wonder what if the ex of Juan didn’t came into the house that day when Vicky the woman who’s already married went to meet Juan when they were so suppose to kiss each other and maybe the 2^nd sex they might actually going to have. Is she going to give up all she has in NY and move in with Juan and Maria like Christina done?  Or is she going to say no when the sex was so should be started?

I wish it has another ending, or maybe it’s already a good ending for Vicky?

She’s married, and it was so forbidden that she still want that piece of cake that made in heaven. So she went away with it. So she pretend that he never went into her, so she remain quiet about that starry starry night, so she claim to the world dough is the one, so she was scared.

Yeah, what about love? It only stays in our heart maybe Vicky will never forget what happen in Spain, maybe Juan will always stays but in silences.

So, dough is happy, so Vicky has her own life just like she thought, happily ever after.